as the dateline draws nearer...

it make me fuckin scared...
it make me fuckin confused...
it make me fuckin annoyed...
it make me fuckin nervous...
and the list goes on...

damn...i think i realli needa reconsidered everything...
this is so fuckin irritatin....

i seriously needa consult somebody...
but i dunno who...
damn...

and tuition make me mad....
simple things why cant u understand...
if u cant understand at least make an effort to...
damn it....

i can't tolerate u forever...
homework undone, forever cant seem to concentrate, u r makin me lose patient...
stop actin cute for heaven sake...
i hate it...
fuckin hell...

u make me lose confidence in teachin...
u fuckin hell make me needa reconsider everythin...
and u can act like nth happened...
FUCK OFF!!..

U r seriously wastin my time and ur parents money...
i can do all my best to help ppl who wanna help themsleves...
not fuckin idiot who think tt the whole world owes u an livin...
wake up idiot...

sorry i got to blog bout smt like this...
i noe i shouldn't...
but wat else can i do...

and all the choices i gotta make r seriously drivin me crazy...
i needa tok to someone seriously...
or maybe i should juz numb myself and save everyone the trouble...

i'm tired...
so tired...