todae i juz finish my chem test. yeah!!!!!!! two more to go. todae chem test was quite okie, at least it not those killin paper, but not enuff time to do, ya i manage to complete but din manage to chech through it. heard from many of my frenz tt they counldn't complete the paper bcoz of lack of time and so ya, it realli a kinda rush for us. but overall it's still QUITE okie, though some questions r realli tough.

after the chem test, we went for the GP lect, it's bout politics and ya, juz by listenin to the tittle u can imagine how borin the lect is, i almost fell alspleep but i din, noe y? bcoz i was too hungry to be slpin.haha. i'm alwae gettin hungry in JC, duuno y maybe it bcoz of too much walkin around, here and there. haha i noe it was kinda craps.juz excuses for my hugh appetipe.so sfter the lect, i RUSH to guess where, haha not to the canteen la, it's the toilet.hah i noe it kinda lame juz bear wif me k.

deb the most energy drainin part came, our chem pract. u all wld thought tt i'm goin to complain bout my chem pract is it? haha, wrong guess, basically, todae chem pract go quite well, our teacher din go to her extreme haha, so we're all safe. but todae prat was kinda rush(again), our teacher took almost 1hr15min to go through the procedures b4 we realli start on our experiments, so we r left wif oni 45mins to do the exp as well as the calculations. so we realli rush through everythin, i can swear tt todae it the day which i use the shortest time to complete my exp.

after the chem pract, it was a great relief as goin for every chem pract was like goin to a war, u wun noe when the bomb will go off, we r lucky todae to come out alive.haha craps again. after tt we went to watch the contact RUG match. when i reach there ny was lackin behind by two points, and eveybody was like cheerin like mad, the atmosphere was tense and it was almost to the end of the match. so we join in the cheerin and it was kinda fun. i love tt, the ny spirit.den not long after, our rugby boys began to catch upand soon we were leadin by two den it became MI hu was leadin and dunno wat happen , NY WON!!!!!!!! whoa! i was damn happi la. NY won yeah!!!!

after the match, den i began rushin agian, now back to my hse to study for chi which was a killer sub to me. it was damn difficult. it was bout chi poem. four poem to study somemore, but somehow or rather i managed to get some infor tt oni two of the four will come put so i decided to try my luck, i juz finish studyin tt damn two poem and i dun intend to go on. it was juz so not like my usual self coz i'm the one hu norm go for "study everything la".

yuppy, gotta stop here, i noe this is a borin and lame entry, thanks for those hu haf spent yr time readin and sorri for producin such a lame one, coz i realli am too tired to think of anythin more interestin.

next week will be a challenge for me, i got 3 tests comin up. whoa! it totally drain my energy man. on sat, which is ytd, i shld haf a outin wif my class cliques but damn, coz of tests tt are comin up and my freakish weak body which is gettin unwell alwaes, i missed the outin. we planned to go kbox la, KBOX u noe, which is my favoutite place and damn, i missed it, can u imagine, i stayed at home the whole day dreamin bout goin k. sorri to those i haf pang seh, realli sorri, once all the test r over, i'm sure i go wif ye all k. haha, so regret tt i din go and missed all of ye beautiful voice.hahaha

basically, there r chem test on mon, chi on tue and finally econ on fri. most of my frenz got oni two la, it either chem and econ if not chi and econ. wat the hell wrong wif my combi, to haf three tests all in the same week, did all the teachers discuss b4 hand to make the hell out of my life. damn i'm juz so so so busy these weekend la. and ya, tmr one of my frenz is leavin for Aust to continue her studies and bcoz of my freakish damn timetable which end at 5.15 tmr, i can't go to the airport to see her off. realli sorri pei wen, hope u understand. i wish u all the best in ye studies and hope u come back often to look for us k.

i juz dunno la, how many more things am i goin to miss still, it juz the startin of jc and believ it or not, we r all damn stress and busy. how busy can we get, it juz tt i miss the time i spent wif my frenz, family, love one and so on. bcoz of the stress, my hot temper was back, kept ventin it out on frenz and family. realli sorri to those who haf suffer under my bad temper, i din mean it but i realli dunno wat had happened to me. wat exactly had got over me, controllin my life and everythin, damn i realli dunno and dun wished to noe, one day when all my energy had drained away and tt it, i dunno wat will happen and the thought juz freak me out.

ya for now, i'm juz goin to concentrate on my studies, i dunno wanna be retain, i realli dun wan, shld i be the one controllin myself all shld i leave everythin to god, can any kind soul help me wif tt, i'm realli damn tired and helpless, i had lost the battle wif stress and lost myself to it.

todae is juz a bad day, not oni todae but the rest of my jc life.

hey ppl, i'm back to blog. i have not been bloggin for many days le. basically it is bcoz there is simply nth to write. sch is damn borin, nth interestin happen, alwae lectures and tutorials, hw,tests and so on la. freak, life's so stressful now.todae durin assembly, we got a dunno wat talk, it SOOOOO sian la, i juz dozed off loh. den after tt, we got our readin programme.wat an article to write for readin programme. the article simply juz reflect on the cruelty of human la, and somemore the tittle is"Art with an animal passion", when the whole article is tokin bout human killin animals for arts. the article is writin almost bout everythin but not the tittle, funny rite.haiz.

okie, let stop tokin bout study. i shall begin with the soccer match i watched todae. after asembly, my frenz and i pon the chi talk and went to watch the soccer match. but b4 tt there is a tennis match, since the soccer match haven start so i might as well watch the tennis match first.the match was quite excitin, i saw nj player scorin quite alot, damn happi. durin the match, all along i was standin behind someone EC la, tt someone sure v jealous one.haha. we were like so close distance and he keep turnin behind dunno look at wat, and i keep seen his face. haha

kk, enuff of tt, let go on to the soccer match. our sch against Vj, okie i hate to admit but NY lost.
but i dun give a damn as in whether they win or lose. coz from wat i saw todae NY girl soccer team realli did thier best. they played v well, the goal keeper esp, she saved quite a no of goals, all beautiful saves. the defender too, defended realli well, basically the whole team rox!! i think wat they lacked is experiences, i am sure with more practices and matches, they sure will be able to beat VJ one. c'mon NY, u can do it,

after todat match, i realli hate the VJC students, ya i noe i shouldn't haf hate em as there is alwae winner and loser in a match. but, they r like damn dao and proud coz they won. attitude prob la, esp the '26 guy". ya, i dunno y they called one of the VJC player a guy but she definitely look like one. haha, she damn rough la, oso freakish damn BIG, keep hittin our player with her body. realli pity those hu haf been bump by her, sure like bumpin into a elephant rite. haha.

anywae, i'll be stoppin here. hope tt life continue fine 4 me in jc. hopefully it wld be stressfree but haha juz dreamin oni la. ya, no matter how life goin to be, i'll nv give up coz IT'S MY LIFE. i'll will live beautifully thr it. yeah.

ytd was my sec sch class outin, quite a lots of ppl attend and i'm very happi to see them. some of em din attend, i miss u all and hope to see u in the next outin. ytd was fun, initially i thought the chalet was booked by our sec history teacher(mrs florence lee), but when i went there den i noe tt i was totally wrong. the chalet was booked by one of my classmate who haf actually went overseas to study 4 quite some time le. ytd when i saw her back, i was damn so happi la. long time din c her le. ytd was actually her birthday oso, happi bitrhday pei wen.

the first thing we do in the chalet was of course to EAT. haha, this time so nan2 de2 tt i dun needa bbq the food myself.haha, the food were areadi bbq and we juz ate, it tasted damn nice la(maybe bcoz i was hungry too). den after tt we went to play pool, the rate was v cheap,$4/hrs.cheap rite but the place was damn crowded, we waited 4 quite a long time b4 we got a table and we were damn pathetic la. round 10 ppl sharin one pool table, i waited for so long b4 i get my chance la. damn, den after like bout three games, i got fed up with waitin and so i chatted wif one of my frenz instead.

so after our pool thinggy, we decided to go back to the chalet, durin our journey back, i took a bet with my frenz. she sae tt mac was opened for 24 hrs and i dun believed so we went to check tt out . so freak, it was realli opened for 24 hrs and i lost one ice cream cone to her.haha, mac can u pls closed earlier next time(no la juz jokin). anywae after tt we went back to the chalet and we play the x box there, there wasn't much games, so we played spongebob squarepants. dun think it was a childish game hor, everybody was like so glued to it la, nobody were willin to give up their controllers and we were like screamin and cheerin throughout the game, it was realli v fun.haha, after a couple of games i decided to go out and make a call, so i took the keys wth me and i went out. after a while i began to hear some noise inside, somebody was shoutin like mad, the other called out my name, as i haven finished wif my call i ignored them and continue to chat. i thought tt they found out tt i was missin and so called out for me, so after i finish wif my call, i went back in and guess wat. the whole place was in a pitched dark, there was no electric supply bcoz i took the key alwae and so cause the cut off of the electric supply. haha it was damn funny la, imagine tt SQ and LF playin the xbox and were so excitied ans den SUDDENLY "pop", the electric was cut off, until now i still couldn't help but laugh at tt scene la.

after tt, i was v tired alreadi and i turn in, ya i realli enjoy the time spent 2gether wif my frenz. i missed the time we haf lesson 2gether, haf extra lesson 2gether. missed the teacher treatin us to gd food, rmb the canadian pizza mr gan used to treat us? i missed the teacher in hougang sec, i missed my class, basically i missed everythin bout my sec sch. damn, i noe i am being too emotional now, but i can't help it. 4 yrs of frendship is hard to come by, i noe i muz cherish it but i dunno how. i am tryin to accept my new class now, i am realli tryin damn hard but everythin is realli too diffi for me.

stress maybe had bagan to take control over my life again, i hate tt kind of feelin. the oni time i can truely enjoy myself is the time wif my loved ones and of course the time wif 4e1. juz wanna tell 4e1 tt no matter wat, our memories will continue to stay in my head and nv be forgotten.

today sch was normal nothing went wrong even for chem, haha. todae our first lesson was econ, the teacher was kinda funny, haha dunno why todae econ was more bearable den usual, the teacher keep crackin jokes here and there and this is the oni lesson i did concentrate and i can understand,haha. todae chem seem like goin faster(and i mean realli faster den usual), and quite understandable too, haha, maybe bcoz todae i'm in a gd mood, coz tmr holiday and got class outin, 4e1 class outin oso comin soon, realli can't hide my exciteness. haha(sorri to keep hahaing coz i realli too happy) . finally can get to c the 4e1 after so long,whoah!!

todae durin my journey home, on the bus, i met one of my sec sch teacher, so happy loh. i missed my sec sch alot. btw, the bus was damn crowded la, she was rite in front and i was at the back.(dunno whether she notice me anot lei!!haha). but after a while when most of the ppl alighted, she finally saw me and we had a mini chat. quite an encouragin chat at least make me not thinkin of quitin jc anymore. ai ya but i forgot to ask her whether she is comin for the class chalet anot! damn but nvm, i think the class chalet wld be v enjoyable and stress relievin.haha.

i realli lookin forwards 4 the class chalet whether is sec sch or jc, reaali missed my ex classmates, realli hopin to c all of u again(dun blame me for begin so naggy) but i realli missed u all, so do come for the class outings k. hpoe 2 cye all soon><

todae, i woke up and had a bad feelin. dunno y it juz dun feel gd. i can sense tt smt not rite. sure enough, not long after i had such a terrible freakisk pain in my stomach. it din make me wanna go to the toilet and i dunno wat cause the pain.argh!!! but after a while the pain was gone and so i've decided t go to sch..

but once i am in my dad car, the pain come again but luckily it wasn't very terrible. until durin econ lecture, the pain become unendurable. the pain realli wake me up and coz my legs to go wobbly. can u imagine the pain!! after the econ lecture, i could endure no more and thus i decided to go home.one of my classmate, ruoyi decided to accompany me so we went to the office, take an early leave form filled it up and i plucked up my courage to go get my CT to sign.

we went to the staff room, but i forgot my ct ext no, so my frenz help me to check tt on the list and guess wat, my ct ext no is the same as MR FOO(4 some of u may noe why i bold it rite!!haha), ruoyi volunteer to help me call. she was hopin tat MR FOO will pick up the phone but haha it was my ct who picked up the phone. poor ruoyi, i can see her utterly disappointed face, den after a while my CT got out helped me signed the form and i got home.

Since eveybody was like askin why todae is a shockin day 4 me, so well, i decided to have it written here. haha, anyway i juz wanna sae tat jc life is not tat bad as compare to last two week now. i began to tok to my classmate and i find em v interestin oso.but, i interact oni wif some of em oni, i am strivin to tok to more of em.ya i believe i will hopefully. ya, maybe i am beginin to feel the bond in o610 now. hehe. but i wont 4get 0601 de, dun worry, 0601 rox!!. yeah, fri holiday, no sch, so happy...

time to get bach to shockin day, haha. todae after assembly, we were supposed to pass up our PI, i am supposed to hand in two(my friend and mine, coz i help her to print), i found mine first so i handed in mine first and den i forgot bout my frenz one until i she remind me bout it den i began lookin 4 hers in my file. Guess wat, i cant find hers, damn, i was like gettin more frantic coz i dun wanna get her into trouble and todae is the dateline. but i still could not find. i was cursin myself den, how could i haf forgotten hers and rmb to bring mine. i was like feelin v guilty and we decided to report to the teacher(hopin tat our honesty would save us). and the teacher wasn't lookin v gd after we told her and she told the pw rep to check whether there r any other ppl who still haven handed in. Guess wat, the rep found my friend PI inside, haha that mean i got bring her PI and probably it is stick to mine ang when i hand up mine i handed up hers too. i was damn pai sei den, coz make a big joke out of myself haha. but realli happy tat i din forget to bring my frenz PI. to be frank, the moment the rep found the PI, i was like so shocked, my heart almost stoppin beatin. inmagine early in the mornin gettin this kind of shock and my frenz still kept laughin at me.

okie second shockin thing, today i got chem pract, b4 we start lesson, tat chem teacher of mine apologised to the whole class 4 wat she had din last time. 4 those hu haf read my blog should noe which incident i am referrin too. she especially apologised to the guy tat she had scold and she even treat us with sweets.the whole class think she is mad like, wow so shockin to see her like tat. but i realli do like respect her 4 wat she haf done as a teacher, i mean she put down her status and apologised to us her students. it realli make me look at her differently. maybe i should try to accept her, afterall she is not tat bad, at least she make an effort to apologised.
but chem is realli v diffi oso, so i am seriously considerin whether to drop to H1 chem or not, ya?

okie third shockin thing is tat after my math lectures, my frenz told me tat i needa to attend chi H1 lesson coz i din take higher MT when i was in sec sch.and tat the H1 chi list had my name on it and the teacher was like wonderin why i kept ponin class. when i heard this i was like almost fainted coz i alreadi had my H2 chi and now i had to attend H1 chi lesson. siao liao.
den i went to see mrs lim, the timetable coordinator to check wif her, she den told me a lot of thing which i dun realli understand and wat i understand is tat there had been a mistake and tat i dun needa take H1 chi.haha, wat a relief man.

after writin so much, i am sure tat u agree wif me rite. todae is a shockin day 4 me.

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!! i finally finish my PI le!!! oh lei oh lei.. finally can haf a gd nite slp..
ytd, i went out wif a bunch of jc frenz to j8 for lunch. we decided to have lunch at long john. but the moment we reach there, it was like damn so crowded, many ppl inside havin lunch, outside oso waitin 4 a sit. so we waited and finally we saw a table with two seats, we quickly grabbed the place b4 it is taken. but we haf 5 ppl altogether so we waited 4 the table next to us so tat we can have enough seats. but the ppl at tat table was lingering there and not wantin to go, mind u they r RJ ppl. i was so damn angry la and sae loudly to one of my friends, " ai yo, i think there should be a notice here to remind other that they should have "gong de xin"(that mean to be considerate). my frenz laugh at me and we continue to wait. but the RJ ppl was there chit chattin happily, purposely ingornin our presence. after tat, i found out from my frenz tat tey were actually waitin 4 another frenz to come back, not long after tat RJ frenz of theirs come back and they left. okie, i admit that i was quite mean to sae em but dun u all think tat they should haf move after they had finish thier meal and waithed for their frenz outside instead. after tat we sat down and haf our meal.

okie fine, enough of those RJ ppl, after our lunch, we went shoppin. i suggest tat we go and take a look at bags coz my bag was spoilt and i intend to buy a new one. we went into the 77 street and i saw a billabong(i hope it's spelled correctly) leather bag. it was damn nice la, okie maybe to me oni. ai ya, i should haf taken the photo of it down and show u all. i v much wanted to buy the bag but haha u noe it was kinda of exp. the bag cost 69.90, i din haf tat much of money tat time and so i din buy. haiz, now i am hopin tat i can get some$$ from my dad, hopin more tat he would sponspor me the bag. my ambition : ( to get tat bg by May). hope to achieve this. haha

Project work is like damn difficult la. workload is alreadi so heavy le now still muz do pw, realli a great pressure on jc student,ya? sae yes, i'm sure all the jc students will agree wif me loh. i haf been tryin to think of a topic for my PI since last last week and believe it or not, it was damn so difficult and tat all the ideas i haf come up wif sucks. a big THANKs to kenneth who had help me come up wif wat to do for my PI todae. i muz admit tat now the PI i am workin on is not my own idea coz i realli cant think of one, all my idaes were like so difficult to do.

doin PI is like hell for most of us, we muz come out wif so many ideas and believe me it not easy to think of these ideas. after comin up wif the ideas, we have to come up wif the draft, this isn't the most annoyin part. wat's annoyin is the moment u pass up ye draft to ye teacher n they sae tat it is not accepted n tat u haf to redo the whole thing again. imagine u scarifice like dunno how many hrs of slp, hrs of goin out, hrs of chattin with frenz, hrs of doin tutorial to come up wif ye PI and it kana(got) rejected.

Haiz, i realli scare tat my PI will be rejected, dunno it is relevant or not. i realli pity those frenz who had to do 2 PI. i am now hopin and prayin tat my PI will be accepted so tat i won't needa to come up wif another idea. Haiz, anway jc isn't fun at all, it's oni busy busy n busy, dunno how it is like to be in a poly, those poly frenz, rmb to update ye blog tellin me how poly life is when ye all started sch k

haha, i'll stop here coz i had to finish up my PI, ya i'll be still workin on my PI at such hrs, mind u it's 2.30am now. but no choice, yeah, class outin 4 both my jc class and sec class comin. realli lookin forwards to it. hope to c u guys soon.

today sch was okie, nothin realli unpleasant happen in the mornin. we had our econ tutorial and the teacher was okie, she is quite clear in her teachin. better den the lecturers. den i haf my break and den i went for the dreaded chem lesson. at first, everythin was fine, she went through the pract we did last week and den go on to the tutorial, i dun understand why she dun go through every questions. how am we suppose to noe whether we had ans our tutorial correctly anot?? she everytime ask us to check with our frenz but wat if our frenz oso got it wrong?? haiz, realli evny those frenz who got gd chem teacher. my first three month chem teacher was not bad and i hope to get him back rather den the teacher now lorx. haiz, so damn suay la our class.

enough of complainin, now is the time to get back to my todae topic, todae durin the chem tutorial, one girl was askin one of the guys in my class on one of the tutorial question. den the teacher saw em tokin and ask the girl;"why did u choose to tok to him, he is blacklisted alreadi"
the guy was not happy bout wat the teacher say and he ask:" teacher, can i noe why am i blacklisted?' the teacher den replied:"a becoz u are alway giving me prob(which is not true) and rmb u din hand up ye last week chem pract worksheet until i told u to" den the guy replied:' but i was teachin her one of the question," the teacher den sae:"den wat do u think i am doin here?"
"but she dun understand the question bcoz u teaches v fast" replied the guy. the teacher den get raged and sae:" okie since u r so clever, class if u got any question pls approach him and i can get out of here." after tat she got out of the classroom angrily leavin the class not knowin wat to do.

after 4 like 5 mins she got back to the class and started packin up her thing and sae:' okie, i thought the class science rep will take initiative and ask someone out to apologise to me, since i think i am not important to this class anymore, i am leavin and if u got any chem prob pls ask tat clever boy over there, he will help u." we will there blank down there dunno wat to do and the girl who had tok to the guy immediately sae sorry to the teacher. the teacher den stop packin and sae:' okie shall we continue our lesson?"

but the boy ask again:'but teacher can i noe why u blacklisted me?' the teacher was like:'okie, u wanna noe i can tell u but u r wastin the class time, class shall i explain to him or continue the lesson." den no one replied. den the boy sae again:" teacher can we have chattin session den?" den the teacher ask:' is it now or juz me and u" the boy replied and sae" lata, me and u now if u wanna conduct lesson pls conduct." the teacher as like gettin angry again and sae:" wow now u r like the big boss here orderin me wat to do rite, okie den wat shall i do next?" "up to u la" the boy replied. the teacher den sae okie:" den can u pack up and go to the library and finish up ye tutorial, next lesson pls cmplete ye tutorial and hand into me.' the boys packed up, got up and leave the room. addin this line b4 he leave:"teaher i think u r should not haf use the word blasklisted on any student, tis is realli demoralrisin." den he walk out of the room. the teacher oso added:' k let continue, dun bother bout him he's like that"

this is about wat happen happen although i changes some dialoge coz i could not rmb exactly wat had happen. the teacher was like damn unreasonable la. as in even how bad the student was she should not have chase him out of the class. as a teacher she should haf been so bias and keep on pickin at him loh. i felt sorry for the boy and i hope that these wont affect his passion in chem. i dunno how i am goin to survived for chem 4 these 2 years and i reaali hope to change teacher soon.....

haiz, these few days in jc sucks,especially the first week after orientation. i had my chemistry practical on mon, i was damn suay. first, i had one missing conical flask den i got a faulty equippment. damn suay la, i could not get started with the experiment until much later. the moment i began to do, everybody was like finishin le. all of em manage to do 2 titration but i oni do once. finally got the experiment done, got the worksheet pass up. but wat i got back is a "poor effort" from the teacher, damn la. this is my first experment in ny wat, how could she juz write such a discouragin comment. from den, i hate chem pract.

second week of jc was worse. we got to do project work. i hate it when i had to do individual work, spent so much time researchin 4 unuseful facts. econ lesson was not much better, i simply could not understand a single thing. den there is math, dunno wat the teacher is teachin. he was like damn fast la, dun even care whether we understand anot. haiz, in conclusion i regretted goin to a jc.

but luckily there is something goin on to cheer me up. YEAH!!, there will be an class outin 4 my sec sch class. i missed 4e1 alots, damn so anxious to see everybody again. lookin forwards to our class outin, countin down the no of days. 9 more days to class outin, YEAH!!!!!!!!