hi everyone...
it had been a long time since i last update...

been busy...
workin and givin tuition....
my life seem to return to the dull and monotonous life just like my sch days..

every mornin got up go to work den come back and set off for tuition...
haha...
realli been lookin forwards to more gatherings and stuffs....
haha...

well new year is juz round the corner....
my( or rather my family) preparation for CNY is always the same every year...
went out to hunt for new year clothings...
start cleanin the hse to prepare for the season
start buyin CNY goodies on impulse everytime we see smt delicious...
and den regret later coz my relatives r all good cooks and the tarts and stuffs tt they made definitely taste better....haha..
last but not least decide on where to have our reunion dinner...
so lookin forwards to the RD...haha...
welll act the preparations r almost done... so now juz waitin for the season to arrive...
and not forgettin the fireworks i'm so not gonna miss every new year eve...haha..

hmmm my work as the CNY ambassador isn't tt bad afterall...haha...
act quite fun(well accept for the fact tt i've to wear tt stupid apron)...
hmmm some customers are realli cute and some r super nice...haha...
but there r still some who r super nasty and keep complainin and complainin...
damn we r act doin u a favour by helpin u to change new notes...
and mind u we do not recieve any service charge...so wat if u r changin large amt of money...
the money act went back to u... we dun recieve a single cents stupid asshole...
and we dun owe u a livin...bloody retards...
i noe u may be damn bloody rich but who cares... there r still many who r act richer but aren't as shitty as u....

well ok enough of complainin....
there r all kinds of retards customers act...but i wont let em spoilt my mood...
haha...
my colleagues r all very nice ppl...
they r so fun to work with...
time seem to pass very fast whenever i'm with them...
i'm quite lookin forwards to go to work everyday...haha
one of my colleague..the so call police officer there...
he sure make my day man...haha... workin with him means endless of fun...haha...
everyday go there chit chat wif him...gossip wif him and jokes wif him...haha...
he realli make my work alot easier man...
and not forgettin him steppin up for me to handle those nasty customers....haha
and he is those rare officer who could act do customer service la...
whenever i met any prob i sure go ask him for help...haha...
a realli nice young man to be with...
and i act couldn't believe tt i'm so gonna miss him after my last day of work...
*SNIFF*...haha...ok i'm kiddin...
and not forgettin my two young pretty seniors who r always helpin me out quite alot..haha..
but they r forver so busy tt we always had little time to chit chat...
lol...

hmmm
well i can act say tt i WILL miss this job after my last day la...
the people there and everythin...
hmmm a rare job tt i act quite enjoy workin...
haha...my frenz told me tt whenever u wanna find a job better find those english speakin enviroment de...
the ppl there will be damn nice and carin...
not like those chinese speakin enviroment...all aunties and unreasonable chaps who act r juz bitches and @*%@$# themselves....
haha
this is so damn true...lol...


well i guess this is quite a long post...
hmm gotta stop here..
gonna study for my theory test tmr..
frenz hope 2 see u guys soon...


P.S realli miss those gatherings we had...

haha...i find myself a very temporary job tt last for oni a month...
and heng it oni last for a month...

this agency called and ask if i'm interested in workin as customer service in a bank...
she told me tt the job scope is gonna be relatively easy like helpin out in crowd control and distributin ang pow...
since i'm jobless for damn long and i'm gonna die of boredom at home, i thus agree to work...

and ytd i went for the job trainin...
there they told us more about the job scope and everythin we needa noe bout the job...
and guess wat... it wasn't as 'sian lang' as i think la...
and somemore i needa wear a stupid RED apron while workin...
and thus i'm officially a CNY ambassador *roll eyes*



and this trainin dragged all the way from 9am to like 5pm ....
and was super borin... it's like they force us to learn all bout customer service in one day... like wth...
hmmm but i cant denied tt the trainin was quite beneficial to some extent...
haha...
but it think i am gonna look damn retard in tt stupid red apron...goin around the bank carryin a very cute(stupid) basket givin out candies....
and i think i'm gonna die workin tryin to 鸡同鸭讲 with those ah ma and ah pek comin to the bank... haiz...
hmmm... wat a great joke... "CNY AMBASSADOR"...wat a nice name huh??
my nightmare is gonna begin soon...wahaha!

ok enough of complainin... i gotta be happy since i found myself a job...
haha...
and not forgettin the tuition job i got for myself too...
i got a sec 2 and a pri four kid for tuition...
the sec 2 one is ok...at least she is able to concentrate...
but the pri 4 one was another nightmare...
hmmm she started tokin to me and become totally uninterested in her books after like 1 hr...and i guess subsequently she will start to lose her concentration in like 30 mins den 15 mins... well i dunno... haiz... but she is damn cute..haha...she even told me her mum age ok...
and she called me teacher...lol...

haha...will stop here den...
damn tired.... ciao


P.S frenz if u happen to see me in my stupid red apron PLS DUN LAUGH at me k...
haha

i felt damn lousy now...
once again i failed to get a job...
i noe it's not a big deal anywae...but it's not about gettin the job itself...
it make me reflect bout myself...

can i ever get a job???
i nv feel so lousy about myslef b4...
be it emotionally or physically...

maybe i'm too protected from the outside world...
i haf nv realli experience failure...
a complete failure...
i'm too dependent for my own good...

wat the hell is wrong wif me...
i can nv tell where the prob lies...
and i can nv learn how to handle my emotion...
wat a great new year to start wif...

my life is in a mess right now...
i miss my schooling time...
at least i dun needa to worry about anythin when the new year arrived...
happily waitin for the LNY and collecting my ang pow and all tt...
but this year is hell...
hell shit of prob for me...

sorry i gotta write smt like this for my first entry in the year 2008...
but i'm feelin realli lousy...
i dun wan to but i cant help it...
2007 sucks and i guess 2008 wont be any better...
as in for me...

alright guess i gonna stop...
anywae still some pics to share:
















i noe it's kinda random...
an emo post wif pics of fireworks...
but i guess i wont be in the mood to post bout the countdown anywae...
so yea enjoy the pics...
ciao