Whoa!!!!!!!! haha, holidays r coming and i simply juz love hols, i noe everyone of us did but my happiness is double. coz hols means free from tt bloody hell school, anywae haha, frenz, juz ignore my last two entries coz those entries r written when i'm realli in a bad mood.
but watever the case is juz ignore em k... hols r comin which mean my fun r startin. haha, the next week day wld be quite packed, startin wif pool wif tmg tmr and steamboat wif 0601(PAE) , den national day which mean another family day too, heard tt my dad will be bringin us to the stadium to watch firework, and of course i'm damn happy bout it. haha den endin off wif k box session wif TMG once agian, haha, cant wait to hear u all sing... whoa!!!!!!! holidays nv fail to brighten up my days... whoa!!!!!!!

anywae tmr attire is red top over muddy skirt, wa cao... nanyang juz suck... cant they think off any other beta combination... but anywae hols r happy occassion so let stop tokin bout unhappy things...


anywae this blog entry is juz to apologise for my previous entries coz i noe they suck but bcoz of em, i noe tt i still haf a bunch of gd frenz around me.....
my 4E1 cliques r the best, hope tt there will be an outing soon. miss u all lots....
of course not forgettin my JC clique TMG, i simply juz ADORE em,i realli cant imagine life without em.... life wld be so diff without u all.... hope tt we remain the best clique forever...

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to all, hope all who r readin this have a wonderful and enjoyable holidays....
NITES!!!!!!

ok...i'm back... wahaha, been real busy this week coz of the test and the bloody hell yi lun wen to do... CHINESE suck big time. wat the hell, our chi lesson for this week is to learn how to write yi lun wen or for some of u, u may understand it to be the bao zhang du hou gan(those we did back in secondary sch day). wat i can tell u is it the yi lun wen(YLW) we do in JC is juz damn so differnt from those we did in sec sch. wat the hell is this, damn difficult la, without given those infor how am i gonna write tt YLW. learnin how to write is one thing and actually doin it is another. learnin it is alreadi borin enuff and trust the teacher to still sae tt learnin how to write is nth we got to do it HAND-ON b4 u get the hang of doin it... PLS la, even doin it 100 times wont help, it juz beyond my standard... moreover i needa hand the YLW up by mon, juz wth is this, i still got my bloody chem test on mon la... wa lau, ok the teacher needa the hols to mark our work and thus we needa finish it by mon... wat kind of stupid excuse is this... the teacher needa time to mark, we dont need time to do it isit......wa cao, and trust the teacher to sae tt we oni needa 1 hr plus to do the YLW... hey helloooooooo, findin those infor dun need time is it...readin those infor reorganisin those infor dun need time is it....wa lau... and pls teachers STOP usin the assessment marks to threaten me can... so wat if all those HW make up 25% of the Promos.... so wat if u dun award the 25% to me... worst come to the worst retain oni ma...... wa the hell is this.... why is everything happenin so suddenly.....teachers we r alreadi stress enuff... pls stop addin on to our stress can... and mr kwek, by all means make the promos difficult anywae it not goin to help... i'm ready to fail if not get kick out... not tellin me tt i wont....juz stop...i'm sick and tired of all those.....

ok ya,,, maybe my frenz is rite... i'm basically juz USELESS... not oni to those of u tt i seem to be useless but to myself i'm useless too...... i oni noe how to complain complain and complain... i oni noe how to avoid when situation happened, i'm contributin nth to the society nth to the family... juz why am i here in this world... i once told myself b4....watever road i choose for myself i should not haf regret... but now i'm realli regrettin deeply... i'm realli REGRETTING..... i can't stop all this from happenin and i cant seem to make it beta as well... so wat if i pass my mid year... does anybody even care.... so wat if i study so hard... does this even make any sense.... ok well is seem to me tt watever i'm doin now does not even make sense at all... i'm not at all happy, everythin i do juz doesn't seem to be rite... why is it like tt, it doesn't suppose to be like tt... WHY???? stop tellin me tt by passin the exam is alreadi v gd enuff... stop tellin me all those stuffs u all r not me and u all simply juz dun understand.... hate me if u want to but i dun care..... i may be useless but there isn't someone who seem to be beta.....juz no....... juz no.....