i felt damn lousy now...
once again i failed to get a job...
i noe it's not a big deal anywae...but it's not about gettin the job itself...
it make me reflect bout myself...

can i ever get a job???
i nv feel so lousy about myslef b4...
be it emotionally or physically...

maybe i'm too protected from the outside world...
i haf nv realli experience failure...
a complete failure...
i'm too dependent for my own good...

wat the hell is wrong wif me...
i can nv tell where the prob lies...
and i can nv learn how to handle my emotion...
wat a great new year to start wif...

my life is in a mess right now...
i miss my schooling time...
at least i dun needa to worry about anythin when the new year arrived...
happily waitin for the LNY and collecting my ang pow and all tt...
but this year is hell...
hell shit of prob for me...

sorry i gotta write smt like this for my first entry in the year 2008...
but i'm feelin realli lousy...
i dun wan to but i cant help it...
2007 sucks and i guess 2008 wont be any better...
as in for me...

alright guess i gonna stop...
anywae still some pics to share:
















i noe it's kinda random...
an emo post wif pics of fireworks...
but i guess i wont be in the mood to post bout the countdown anywae...
so yea enjoy the pics...
ciao