well...let me make amendment for my previous entry...

original version:
"alright...i shall not think bout it for the moment...
i've got one week to prepare...
right...hmmm...i took a break from studyin ytd after my chem paper...
thoughts came rushin into my mind...
i dread the idea of havin to work after exam...
wth...was talkin to shi qin ytd on MSN...
tokin bout things like how we used to enjoy our life after exam last time..
w/o the worries of havin to work...not enuff money...blah blah blah..
and we(or rather me)came to the conslusion tt we had grown up and r old alreadi..
haha..."

edited version:
"alright...i shall not think bout it for the moment...
i've got one week to prepare...
right...hmmm...i took a break from studyin ytd after my chem paper...
thoughts came rushin into my mind...
i dread the idea of havin to work after exam...wth

...was talkin to shi qin ytd on MSN...
tokin bout things like how we used to enjoy our life after exam last time..
w/o the worries of havin to work...not enuff money...blah blah blah..
and we(or rather me)came to the conslusion tt we had grown up and r old alreadi..
haha.."


i dunno whether this is the reason tt causes some misunderstandin or a change in attitude...
if it is i sincerely apologise...
i hope she see this...
wth refers to the 'havin to work after exam' part and not to the 'tokin wif' part...
i really hope she understand...

erm well...lastly..
i'm realli in a bad mood due to many reasons be it study, friendship or bcoz some of my favourite teachers r leavin soon...
thus my temper is buildin up... but i promise it come as fast as it go...
but i dunno whether this is the case(bcoz of my blog) for the misunderstandin...if it is not...pls tell me frankly...
well it's another 6 freakin days to the end of A's...but i sense it's another 6 freakin days to more prob...my intuition i guess...

hopefully everything will be fine...
this is a tough period... damn tough...
i'm losin control of how to handle everything...
if u r gonna take away everything from me after givin it to me...
i wld rather not have everything in the first place...
i nv felt so scared b4...

i realli hope the misunderstandin can be cleared...
i dun wanna another friendship to end jus like this...
FRIENDS r important to me no doubt...

lastly...
to EVERYONE in my 4E1 clique...
i dunno wat to say...but thanks for being there...
god bless...