hi ppl....after like dunno how many donkey years, i'm finally BACK....haha....
basically life juz suck..... sch was as usual boring..damn boring...and this is my 'A' level year,but i'm still slacking like nobody business...
am i WORRIED bout my exam??....ya of course i do ...who wont rite... but i dunno why i juz couldn't set my brain workin...
i think i can pronounce tt my brain is dead by now..... it can't be started...no matter how i tried....
god noe tt i've failed how many stupid tests ever since the year started...
moreover this is the year tt my zodiac 'chiong tai sui'...dunno if u guys understand tt...but it basically juz mean tt i will be suay for the whole year....haiz....and noe wat...every year i 'fan tai sui', my granny would help me go "bai bai"....but this year she din ....i dunno why and i'm wont blame her for this....it's my job anywae ...ultimately it's me who is affected.....tell me la...who will be motivated to study after u haf known all this...haiz...dun say i'm superstitious or watever k.... i'm simply juz worried...

anywae quite a number of things happened....things changes...life changes...from bad to worse of course....but wat can i do...life still goes on...dosen't it....
i'm basically juz depressed for most of the time....SCHOOLWORK, A LEVEL, MONEY, and many more.... juz tell me which of the above dosen't bother me.... wth.....

i thought of quitting sch after the year started...there's so much hw but so little time...i juz cant catch up wif sch...and i'm not tryin any harder to...coz i simply knew i CAN'T....i think therefore i'm a LOSER...
CNY is juz over....it din make me feel any better....this year 'ang pow' collection suck....not as much as i haf expected..... saw those oni appeared for once every year relatives...nth much to sae to em....some simply juz freak me out.... so wat if u r some stars or watever...so wat u haf appeared in movie b4...oni for tt pathetic one time la....wat's ur fuckin problem.... u think u r fann wong or zoe tay ar....fuck la...so wat if u r em..... singapore production juz suck...stop sittin there like the whole world owe u money.... dun wanna come den dun come la...like we ever care.... i dun give a damn....get the point clear...it's my granny hse k...
hate me for all u wan...i dun fuckin care....

why are ppl like this ever live on this earth...juz waste our resources oni ...i'm not sayin tt i'm worth surviving...but at least i dun give attitude la...wth...

to YOU: i noe u wont be readin this...but nvm...juz wanna tell u tt i will survived without u...i haf done everything i can but wat attitude r u showin me...u think i'm god is it... watever the case is i'm gonna care no more...juz go do watever u like.... stop consultin me for anything...i cant help and i wont help..... i shouldn't haf let everythin started...but it happened anywae... since it was alreadi started...i'll make sure i end it beautifully.... it hurt but i'll soon forget bout everythin...VERY SOON

frenz our there...dun ever come ask me wat this is all bout k...i sincerely thanks u guys for tt...

with this...bye all...