ENDLESS ROAD~JJ LIN JUN JIE
ho~~~~~~~~
the truth is tearing up
my heart
i can‘t recognize this place
the endless road without a stop sign
can‘t even find a stranger this time
why am i still holding back my tears
in this loneliness there‘s nothing to fear
every chord still seems a wonder
how we could be together
every time i ask if this
would be the last
why am i still talking to myself
hoping you will have the keys to my sell
every song might calm the weather
but it just draws me deeper
how do i get out of this
i think i never will……
a crystal forming in the eye
maybe this would be the last
the winding path down my face
till i begin to taste the bitterness inside
i never will……

juz happen to come across this song juz now when i'm listenin to some music. a nice sad song, it make me think of our life, juz now a endless road, dun even noe where is the end, rite from young, we needa to study at the age of 7, until now still studyin, rite until after uni for most of us, but for those hu r plannin to get a master degree or watever it is, still muz "chiong", juz how long muz we study den is consider enough, i'm so sick and tired of studyin, for me i think it is pointless, i'm juz gettin nowhere in my studies, everyday go sch slack and rot.

this song realli descibe me, i dunno why i'm still holdin back my tears, y dun i juz let it down, but it seem to me tt i nv will, from now on, i told myself nv to cry, cryin dosen't solve anythin, it juz appear to other tt u r weak, so unless it's necessary, i won't break down in front of others anymore, suddenly, i juz rmb alot bout my past, how i feel when i first got back a bad result, when i haf a heated argument wif someone, y din i alwae let my tears flow down. i think i can nv get an ans, and i dun intend to.

todae i;m realli not in a gd mood, dunno y, emo maybe, dun wish to be like tt but i can't help it. sorri to my 0610 clique, realli sorri for showin u all attitude, i din blame anybody for not goin to eat the "duo hua", haha, it not any of ye all faults, it's mine, juz dunno y, v tired after the assembly, feelin more moody den ever, but juz wanna point out again tt, i'm realli not angry wif any one of ye all, u all r the best clique ever, sorri to haf show u all this kind of attitude, realli SORRY. hope it won't happen again, realli will cherish every moments we r together, haha, i noe i'm begin v emo, it gettin kinda disgustin alreadi, so i think i'll have to stop here.

nites all.......